I was recently talking to a new Dad, and he asked me what was my perspective on being a Dad.
“It’s like removing yourself from the center of your universe and replacing it with someone else,” I said to him.
No one really prepares you for this re-framing, and you could speculate that some Dads don’t ever quite “get there”, but for the ones that do, it’s something that our children likely don’t understand until much later when they find themselves as parents.
We love you unconditionally. That means we love you no matter what you do, or how you act, or what you say, or what you don’t say. We love you this way because we are your Dad, and you are the center of our universe.
There are times that it isn’t easy being a Dad. We worry about protecting you. If you ever feel like we’re in the way, it’s because we’re trying to shield you from something that you don’t know or understand—yet.
We struggle when to let go and when to hold on. Our instinct is to hold on, always hold on. But there comes a point where we rationalize that our grip, on you, must loosen, as you experiment down your own path. We do this because we believe in you. We pray that somehow, somewhere, our guidance and support of you has been engrained into your DNA so that you can have a happy and successful life.
You give us so many moments that make us proud, too. They remain in our minds, forever, painted like the pictures we took of each moment, of each achievement, of each milestone. You gave us those moments, at those times, but also you gave them to us forever. As you grow up, the puzzle pieces of your life will start to fit together, but we’re always there as the border pieces, surrounding you with who you are at your core and the lessons we taught you along the way.
We’ll always have each other. No matter what the circumstances are, no one will ever take that away from us. Even when we’re gone, we’re not gone. You will take little pieces of who we were and weave them into your life because those pieces are the pieces that you’ll never ever forget about your Dad, because you were the center of your Dad’s universe.
Happy Father’s Day 2018 to Dads that are with us, and those that have left us.